First
Row: Skunky, Big Kitty, and Dozer
Second
Row: Orange Kitty, Raccoon and Chickadee, and Little Kitty
Top:
The Man
C h a p t e r 5
Dozer
heard the back door open, and light poured out in a big rectangle
across the ground; the silhouette of the man cast within it. He
peaked out of the entrance to his dog house.
Out
came the man, staggering and singing, “May, oh May / You were mine,
all mine / In happy times / Then you went away...” He repeated it
in a more and more slurred version as he weaved back and forth across
the path that led down to the car pile. Eventually he stopped at the
bottom of the pile and looked up, swaying back and forth.
The
big bottle was in his hand and about half empty. He raised it to his
mouth and guzzled. Then he pulled the cap out of his pocket and
twisted it on to the top of the bottle. With great effort, he pushed
the bottle into the top of his large overalls.
In
the next moment the man was climbing. There was an interesting method
that he used. The system worked for him no matter what state he was
in, and he knew it quite well by now. There were hand holds on the
first couple crushed cars at the edges of their bumpers. He then
raised his right leg and got a foothold on the dented window frame of
the next car.
From
there it was much easier. There were a few tires to struggle over and
he slipped briefly sending two of the tires that were directly under
the car tumbling down and into the yard. Dozer raised his head.
But
undeterred, the man stepped the rest of the way up the tangled heap
and to a steel set of beams that led right to the passenger's door of the blue car. He'd reached the summit. He fished around for the
cable to plug into a DC socket he'd rigged to supply power from a
battery down below. Opening the door, he climbed in the car and slid
down to the driver's seat.
The
car was tipped in that direction and the man was held by gravity
against the driver's door. He clicked on the radio and turned it up
as loud as he could. The music came blasting out; the oldies station,
playing hits from the 1960's and 70's. Out came the bottle, and down
went another guzzle. Then came the singing along with the radio.
Dozer lowered his head onto his paws and tried to sleep through the
din.
About
an hour had past and the man was very excited, grabbing the steering
wheel and pretending to drive. Occasionally he honked the horn which
still worked fine. He rocked from side to side. He didn't notice that
the car was slowly changing its angle. Each time he rocked to the
right, the car – which had formally been held in place by the old
tires that he loosened; the ones that fell to ground when he was
climbing – straightened up. He was no longer pushed against the
driver's door. And he laughed and hooted at being able to feel more
like he was on the road.
However,
the car KEPT tipping as the twisted frames of the cars below creaked
and began to give way. He stopped singing and sat there staring
forward at first and then looking from side to side. He made one
little chuckle to himself and took another swig off the bottle.
That's
when it happened. In a single motion, the car tipped heavily to the
right, shifting its weight. He slid over to the passenger's side too,
and said, “Ah Oh.....” That caused the car to slip down the pile
with a series of heavy crunching noises. He put his arm against the
window, but it shattered. This left his hand outside the vehicle
while it crashed down sideways, pinning his wrist under the full
weight of it, outside the window's edge.
He
shouted out it pain. Dozer stood up and ran out of his dog house, but
was stopped by the chain around his neck. The cord that supplied
electric power to the radio was disconnected in the rubble and all
was dark.
“Help!!
Help me. Oh...PLEASE! Someone!” cried the man. Unfortunately he
knew full-well that the location of his property at the end of a half
mile long road placed him far out of the range for anyone to hear. He
sobered up fast. Pulling as hard as he could, he was still not able
to work his wrist out from between the car window and the sand below
it. “HEEEEELP!!!” he screamed, but even that was muffled by the
roof.
Many
thoughts ripped through his fearful mind. He was totally alone. No
one ever came to see him, even in the daytime, unless by appointment.
So he really was stuck and out of luck. He was encouraged by the fact
that he could still feel and even move his fingers a bit. Yet, the
movement he had was in the wrong position to push his wrist up.
Dozer
barked louder than he'd ever barked before. “Ruff!! RUFFF!! Ruff,
ruff, ruff, ruff... RUFF!” Over and over he tried different
patterns. Soon, both Orange Kitty and Little Kitty arrived at the dog
house fully awake from all the racket.
“What's
up, Dozer? What's wrong??” asked Little Kitty.
“The
man, the man... He's in the old blue machine! It fell off the pile
and onto its side! Looks like he's trapped inside, but I can't really
tell from here.”
They
all looked down the path at the blue car. They heard the man talking
to himself and moaning. Then came a sight they hadn't seen in many
days. Striding by the roof of the blue car walked Big Kitty, Little
Kitty's former mate. He inspected the situation closely and then
looked up the path to see the three other animals staring.
With
a kind of unconcerned trot he traveled the path and stood in front of
them. “So, you finally made friends with the dog huh?”
Orange
Kitty spoke up first, “His name is Dozer, and we ARE now good
friends. He helped save Little Kitty from a trap today, set by the
man.”
“Well
then! Looks like you got back at the man. He's in a bit of a
trap himself I see,” said Big Kitty.
“No,
no! We didn't have anything to do with that,” Dozer replied with a
raised brow. “He was drinking from the bottle and...”
“Let
me guess...” interrupted Big Kitty “...he got into the machine,
singing away and it toppled over?”
“That's
right,” said Dozer.
“That's
not his only problem,” said Big Kitty. “I just walked right by
and noticed his hand is stuck under it, with the machine's roof
resting on it. I thought it was a glove at first, but then the
fingers moved. He, ah, didn't sound very happy either.”
“I
can't believe I'm going to say this after what happened today,”
Little Kitty said hesitantly, “but, shouldn't we try to help him
out?”
Orange
Kitty whipped his stare toward her, “Are you serious?? Who knows
what he would have done to you once he had you in the big cardboard
box!? I think he deserves what he gets.”
“It
seemed that way to me too, Orange Kitty. But then again, I remembered how
scared I was in the trap; how hopeless I began to feel... I'll bet he
feels even worse.” She sat down and her tail moved from side to
side.
They
stopped talking for a while. And down near the blue car they heard
the man moan every now and then, “No....no....it can't end like
this...it can't...” His voice was getting softer.
Dozer
shook himself as if he'd been covered with water. “The man doesn't
treat me well anymore, but he has brought me food every single day
since I can remember. He and his mate adopted me from a big metal
cage a long time ago, when I was just a pup. If he isn't around
anymore, who will feed me? And since our deal this afternoon, Little
Kitty, you won't get special food like the eggs I promised you.”
Orange
Kitty was ready to agree with them, but it struck him suddenly that
they were not exactly equipped to get the man out. “We are WAY too
weak to move that machine, Dozer. Even if we wake up Skunky and
Chickadee, who could find Raccoon, even then, even if we all pushed
at once we wouldn't be able to move that machine...”
“I
know,” said Dozer.
Skunky
had slept through the whole affair. He still had time before he had
to get up to get into the trash can before sunrise—but then he heard
two notes. He turned over and was half awake. The two notes came
again. He opened his eyes and through the darkness just outside his
den hole, came the voice of Chickadee's mate, “Follow me,” it
said.
“What?”
He replied back into the night air. But all he heard was a
fluttering. He got up and stretched, then worked his way up and out
of the den. There were strange noises at the top of the embankment.
He heard the two notes again, in faster procession.
He
climbed up the embankment and over the edge, walked through the woods
a little way and saw that Raccoon, with Chickadee riding on his head,
was there to meet him at the edge of the woods.
They
all made their way across the side yard and down into the back where
the other animals were gathering and discussing something that
sounded important, under the light of the open back door.
When
they were all together, the cats and dog filled Skunky in on the
situation. Skunky was even less inclined to help the man after being
scared by the shiny tool that made that huge noise the afternoon
before. But he came around to the idea of assisting after a very
moving speech made by Little Kitty, and seconded by Dozer, who
reminded Skunky that the man also “supplied” the food in the
trash can each morning. This made an impression on Skunky.
“OK.”
Skunky sat and thought. “What could we possibly do?”
They
all fell silent again. Chickadee whispered something into Raccoon's
ear, and they departed, Raccoon and his bird passenger, down the
trail toward the blue car.
Skunky
wanted to pace back and forth while he thought, but around Dozer's
house were so many holes in the sand that he kept tripping and
falling into them. After being frustrated by this and sitting in a
particularly large hole, Skunky realized what might work. “Dozer!!”
he yelled.
Dozer
and the rest of them all turned around and looked at him. “What,
Skunky?”
“Did
you dig all these holes?”
“Of
course. It's my other talent besides chasing Little Kitty.” He
smiled.
“Dozer!
That's the answer!”
Meanwhile,
Raccoon had brought Chickadee right up to the car which lay on its
side. She saw the hand under it. She whispered again to Raccoon, and
after she flew up to the passenger's window, which was open and above
the man, Raccoon turned and walked back up the path to join the other
animals.
When
he arrived in their presence, he heard Dozer saying “...It's great!
It's a wonderful idea...but...I'm chained to my house!”
“So
we just need to unchain you,” replied Skunky and he looked at
Raccoon. Then they all looked at Raccoon.
Now,
Raccoon never spoke but he understood things very well. He was smart
and crafty, but best of all he had hands like the man. He could do
things that paws just weren't able to accomplish. And when he caught
the hint about what the others were proposing, he got to work on the
latch that connected the chain to Dozer.
The
man was now curled on his side and silent. Chickadee sang her two
notes and he slowly looked up at her above him. Beyond her were the
stars twinkling in the clear air. “Oh bird,” he said. “What
have I done?”
She
hopped down into the car and perched on the radio nob. “Man,” she
said.
He
looked at her, confused. “Now I am hallucinatin'...”
“No,”
she said, “I am real and I have come here to tell you something.”
He
moaned and shook a bit in the cold air. “Why? What have you got to
tell me.”
“I
spend much of my life in the sky. And when I'm way up there I
sometimes hear things from far away.” She came down further and
landed on a piece of crumpled dashboard. “They are voices; what I
hear. And they come to me from a place beyond this world.” Tonight,
when I flew up high to get a better view of what was going on in your
yard, I heard one.”
The
man moaned.
“You
once had a mate.”
“Yes,”
whispered the man, “May. She left me here in this messy world, when
she went to heaven.”
“May
spoke to me,” said Chickadee, and her voice began to change. It
dropped in tone and became fuller. “She gave me a message to tell
you.”
The
man began to weep. “Oh...if it were only true...”
“IT
IS.”
His
eyes widened. That was no longer the voice of a little bird, but of a
woman. It was so familiar; so gentle. “Whaa...howw?”
His
eyes were blurred with tears, but he no longer felt the pain in his
wrist. A light penetrated through every window of the car, even the
one that pinned his wrist to the ground.
Looking
around the car, he discovered that he was upright again. Bright green
trees rustled in summer breeze outside, and he saw the figure of a
young woman sitting in the driver's seat.
“Robert,”
she said.
“MAY!
Is it you? Is it really you?”
“Yes,
honey. I can only stay for a few minutes." Her blonde hair swayed in
the celestial sunshine of another world. Her soft white skin shone.
She reached out and gingerly stroked his face with her delicate
finger tips.
He
began to sob. “May, my sweetest flower! You, with the butterfly
eyes... Why did you leave me? Why did you have to go? I've...I've
been so lonesome. You don't understand how dark the nights are...”
“Yes,
Robert, I've watched you.”
“Oh...lord...I'm
so ashamed. I've become bitter...mean.” Robert looked away.
She
pulled his face back to her gaze. “Your heart was broken and the
hope flowed out like warm water onto the icy ground. You looked for
reason where there could be none.”
“I
know. I know...” Robert's tears ran down his face and over her
hand.
“You
are about to be given a new chance to live again and it will come in
a form you never thought possible, from those who you have
overlooked, even mistreated.”
“What
do you mean?”
“When
this happens, when you are free again, will you do me a favor?”
Robert
smiled. “Yes May, flower. Of course!”
She
beamed her gaze into his eyes with an intensity and passion that he
had forgotten she had the power to produce. “Learn to love yourself
again. Learn to love yourself as I loved
and still love you. And then share this love with those around you,
even the littlest ones.”
“Yes,
May,” Robert choked, “YES!! Of course! I will. I WILL!”
In
a growing ocean of brilliant and sifting luminescence, shimmering with
splashes of golden hues, followed by colors that flew around them and
sang like birds, she said, “Then we will be together again;
forever, in the Place where I live now. This, I promise you!”
“May!
May, don't leave me again!” Robert cried. “Just stay a little
while longer, May. Stay with me...”
A
giant whooshing sound, like a mixture of wind and water swirled
around them, as May was gradually absorbed back into the Light from
which she had come. And before she faded away, he heard her say...
“Love yourself as I have loved you.”
Gravity
seemed to reassert itself and he was on his side again, shaking in
the dark. He looked up at Chickadee—now re-framed by the stars in
the window above her. And she spoke with her own voice, saying...
“It
is only from the bottom parts of the world, where the rust of our
past taints the waters of our present that we can truly appreciate
the sky. When I am in flight I don't really see the sky. But I do see
the world below. It is filled with action, struggle and danger.
“Please
remember what you have seen this night. May is with you all the time.
All creatures are ONE. All are ONE...Everything is ONE.
“You
will eventually be with May again, but you have much more to do
around this yard before that happens.”
The
man smiled, “Thank you little bird. I am ready to change
everything. I am ready to find...Everything.”
Chickadee
bounced back up to the radio dial and then out of the window without
looking back.
Raccoon
fiddled and fiddled with the latch on the chain. The other animals
stood around him in a circle and watched, mystified by how he could
try so many different techniques for undoing the chain. Chickadee
landed on his head and sang her two notes to the sky. She bent down
and observed the chain carefully, then whispered in Raccoon's ear.
Raccoon
stopped and stared off into space for a moment then blinked his eyes a
few times, before looking back down.
Silence
fell across the group, and then............. CLICK!!
Dozer
shook off his chain and stood proudly, with his face illuminated by
the light of the back doorway.
Then
he dashed away down the path toward the blue car. He stood for a
moment and cocked his head to the left and then to the right. That
was all he needed to form a plan. Like one of the Robert's machines,
but even faster, he dug and dug right next to Robert's hand. He
saw the fingers move a little.
“Dozer?!!”
called the man from behind the roof of the blue car. “DOZER!!! Good
boy, good BOY!”
Dozer
growled happily when he heard the man talking to him. It didn't take
long for a large pile of dirt and sand, leaves and stones to form
behind Dozer. Then he stopped, backed up, and started digging on the
other side of Robert's hand. In no time that hole was excavated as
well.
Then,
ever so carefully, Dozer bent down and began to scrape the dirt out
from under the hand, by digging sideways, from hole to hole. Finally
he felt his foot break through one hole into the other and the dirt
beneath Robert's hand dropped away, allowing him to pull it out.
“Yay!!!!!!” shouted Robert – so joyfully that all the animals
who had now gathered in a group around the car – shouted, each in
his or her own way!
There
was a lot of clunking inside the car as the man repositioned himself
and then climbed up and out of the driver's side window above them.
He held one hand with the other and beamed with the biggest smile
down at the animals.
He
had expected to only see Dozer there, but was delighted to see a
crowd. Skunky raised up on his back legs and then stomped down hard
on the ground. Big Kitty and Orange Kitty purred so loud everyone
heard them. Raccoon clapped his hands. Two tiny songs played above
them as chickadee and her mate flew and danced in the air. And Dozer
ran around in circles, barking and howling.
Robert
climbed down and stood among the celebrants. He noticed Little Kitty
over by the bumper and looked at her with a warm smile. And she stood
up and slowly walked to him. She started purring. She made a happy
“brrrroooopp” sound and then rubbed up against and around his
legs.
Robert
reached down with his good hand and lifted her under her stomach, off
the ground and up to his face. She nuzzled him and licked his cheek.
Just
then the purple clouds in the distance turned to orange, then to
gold, as the sun cast its first rays of the new day across the tips
of the tallest pine trees.
“Let's
all go inside and get somethin' to eat!” suggested Robert. “And
I'll call the doc.” Behind him a parade of happy animals followed.
They all went in through the back door, even the two birds.
In
the weeks to come, Robert straightened up the yard. He raked the lawn
and planted grass. He pulled out his old paint cans from the basement
and painted his house in bright colors that reminded him of the ones
he saw flying around May.
Over
the summer, he made a long heated shed with a row of doors, where
each of the animals could have his or her own space. He even added extra
doors in case any other ones came to stay. He filled the shed with
soft dry hay and set down blankets. There were bowls for each animal
and he fed them all every single day. For Little Kitty every Sunday
morning he left a delicious cheese omelet.
Of
course any of the animals were certainly allowed to come inside
Robert's house and visit any time they wanted, because he made a big
swinging door on the back and a mud room space so the cold wouldn't
get in.
On
winter evenings they would all sit around the living room and enjoy
the man's singing. With her mate, Chickadee remained as the
translator.
The
seasons came and went. And each year the yard grew more beautiful, as
he slowly divested himself of the old metal, tires, batteries,
plastic and other scrap.
Even
the old blue car was given to a young man named Rick who often came to help
Robert do maintenance around the yard and who lived at the other end of
the long street. Rick fixed it up to mint condition.
When
Rick graduated from High School, Robert gave him enough money to pay
for his whole first year at college, where he met a lovely
girl...named...June. They married and bought some of Robert's land.
There, inspired by Robert's story, they started a refuge for animals,
and they called it: “Salvage Yard.”
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“It
is only from the bottom parts of the world,
where
the rust of our past taints the waters of our present,
that
we can truly appreciate the sky....”
CHICKADEE—SALVAGE
YARD
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